you don't want to die, you want to live
this is a thought I had when I was younger
you know – that feeling you have when you look at what you have around you, and you are literally unsatisfied with everything
you overthink and you think that maybe life will be better if you are not around anymore
but overthink more, and you start to find the root of it
the reason of your unhappiness is because life isn't the way you want it to be
you are unhappy at how life currently is, not at life in general
if you change your life for the better, you will most likely feel better about it too
then it becomes clear
you don't want to die, you want to live
you don't want your life to be over. you just want the shitty parts to be gone
and that's what you should do
remove the parts you don't want, slowly
make more for new happenings to enter. and if you don't like them, remove the new ones too
until you are left with a life you somewhat like, eventually
and then go from there
SO TRUE RON
I really loved this one.
I’ ve been thinking about me being unhappy alive. And You are right, maybe I just dont really want my life to keep going like this, not to be over.
But figure it out what it takes to make it better is hard, even more when you feel like at the end of the day, you just feel empty.
Thanks for your words. They always find a way to my heart
First of all I love how you write the “You can say whatever the fuck you want” below, thank you for that. Anyway, I’ve been down these past few weeks, I isolate myself in a dark room and only went out to clean, eat and take a bath. I always overthink and at the end of the day, my thoughts will be, “I want to die”. Maybe at some point I just want my life to be normal, no struggles and pain. If that happens, my life wouldn’t be called life, maybe I’m just lost, I don’t really want to die. I want to find myself, my purpose and I want to live.
So relatable! Thank you so much for this!
This is exactly what I’ve been thinking but failed to put in words and here you are Ron you’ve put it way better than my thoughts.Thanks🥂
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