you don't want to die, you want to live
this is a thought I had when I was younger
you know – that feeling you have when you look at what you have around you, and you are literally unsatisfied with everything
you overthink and you think that maybe life will be better if you are not around anymore
but overthink more, and you start to find the root of it
the reason of your unhappiness is because life isn't the way you want it to be
you are unhappy at how life currently is, not at life in general
if you change your life for the better, you will most likely feel better about it too
then it becomes clear
you don't want to die, you want to live
you don't want your life to be over. you just want the shitty parts to be gone
and that's what you should do
remove the parts you don't want, slowly
make more for new happenings to enter. and if you don't like them, remove the new ones too
until you are left with a life you somewhat like, eventually
and then go from there
Thank you so much sir ron! Have a nice day.
Your emails are greatly straight from the heart. I love reading it. 🧡
I think you are f*cking right. I don’t always like my life. In fact, I can’t remember feeling as lonely as I have felt recently. But I know this will pass. I am going to start a study in September and I am really hoping that I will find more friends there and won’t feel this lonely anymore. But even now, there are quite some happy moments and then I smile and think yeah this is what you’re living for. This is what I should hold onto when I’m feeling down.
You have been and always will make my views on life better. You always speaks out how I feel but couldn’t even understand until I read your emails, You inspired me to write down my thoughts, So i ended up writing things! You truly are an amazing person and I hope you keep on inspiring and motivating others.. God bless you!
My Sensei,
With lots of love from Aizawl,Mizoram
Xoxo
Bold of you to assume I took 2 minutes to read this. It took me 1 minute. It was great. So jokes on you Ron! Also quit attacking me like that. You come around here with your gentle email that is basically just an attack in disguise ya little Trojan horse.
Your writing really speak loud about my life right now and it really hit hard on reason of unhappiness is because life isn’t the way I want it to be, I’ll take this as my sign to shift my life towards what it supposed to be, slowly ☺️ btw, I really love your writing and thank you
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