you don't want to die, you want to live
this is a thought I had when I was younger
you know – that feeling you have when you look at what you have around you, and you are literally unsatisfied with everything
you overthink and you think that maybe life will be better if you are not around anymore
but overthink more, and you start to find the root of it
the reason of your unhappiness is because life isn't the way you want it to be
you are unhappy at how life currently is, not at life in general
if you change your life for the better, you will most likely feel better about it too
then it becomes clear
you don't want to die, you want to live
you don't want your life to be over. you just want the shitty parts to be gone
and that's what you should do
remove the parts you don't want, slowly
make more for new happenings to enter. and if you don't like them, remove the new ones too
until you are left with a life you somewhat like, eventually
and then go from there
It’s like you can read my mind, Ron. I relate to this email/message so well. This is how I felt when I was 16 (I’m 28 now), in high school. I’m the only child and my parents are the oldest children in their family. Do you know how much pressure I’ve had since I could remember? Some people can relate to me. I hated the fact that I wasn’t good enough or if I try hard enough my parents would be proud of me. No matter what I do, they would wish my cousins or their friends’ children were theirs. There are days when I can’t take it anymore but deep down I’m not ready to do anything stupid because I want to tell my future child/ren that their mum is the most strongest person they know because I’ve been there and that their mum will love them no matter what
This is true..I only want the shifty parts to go away too..I am trying to get rid of the shit and live a beautiful life
Thanks Ron, you make more sense than years of therapy. I just spent 6 hrs being tested by a Neuropsychcologist for memory loss but apparently I’ve been undertreated for years of severe depression. I think just knowing that, and your words I can do this..FYI I cleared all the negative people no explanation just said fuck off and blocked. So impowering……..next!!!
the first email i’ve gotten from you, and somehow it relates to me perfectly. i’m not unhappy with life, i’m just unhappy with how it currently is. the thing is i am in a very difficult situation that i’m not sure i’m going to ever get out of, because it’s just really really difficult, involves someone else who depends on me and i also depend on them. but it is just not someone i am supposed to be with. i can’t change it right now and i can’t do anything to fix it right now. so stressful.. messing up my entire life. i can’t do what i am supposed to do and what i want to do. i am so stuck. but yeah, i’m going to listen to you and try to change it slowly. thank you, for writing this.
I’M CRYING- WHY IS THIS TRUE- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!! Hope you have a nice day toooo!
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