you don't want to die, you want to live
this is a thought I had when I was younger
you know – that feeling you have when you look at what you have around you, and you are literally unsatisfied with everything
you overthink and you think that maybe life will be better if you are not around anymore
but overthink more, and you start to find the root of it
the reason of your unhappiness is because life isn't the way you want it to be
you are unhappy at how life currently is, not at life in general
if you change your life for the better, you will most likely feel better about it too
then it becomes clear
you don't want to die, you want to live
you don't want your life to be over. you just want the shitty parts to be gone
and that's what you should do
remove the parts you don't want, slowly
make more for new happenings to enter. and if you don't like them, remove the new ones too
until you are left with a life you somewhat like, eventually
and then go from there
you know what, ron. i am 100% agree on this, but… why is it so hard for me to remove all these shitty parts that consuming my sanity? it is sooo clear in my mind what’s better, but i just can’t do it. idk anymore. why am i like this
I’ve been feeling this so much lately. Struggling to look forward to the future because I’m too caught up in the present. Change happens unexpectedly and eventually the little habits, the little changes, bring bright new opportunities and happiness. I want to keep going, keep living, and help these changes bring joy and warmth through all the discomforting discovery that occurs.
Would love to have that somewhere as a poster in my bedroom. As a constant reminder to get up. To change the shitty parts.
You said everything that I couldn’t put into words thank you for being the voice over thinkers need
Jesus Christ. now it makes sense.
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